Happy Birthday Fran and Mae

To our lovely daughters, Fran and Mae, happy birthday

Our memories with you and the whole la familia will forever stay. you are indeed the symbols of happiness. and greta and i wish you more birthdays so you could share more happiness in this world.

so, keep smiling and enjoy life :)

happy birthday mga anak and i miss you both

Me, My Ruthless Mind and Weak Heart

YE!! I AM HOLDEN CAULFIELD, I AM GOING TO BE LIKE MARK CHAPMAN WHO KILLED JOHN LENNON.

i killed everyone in my thoughts. i mistrusted everyone even my love ones. i doubted everybody. i am happy for losers and people who fail [schadenfreude!] and really really sad for who succeed. i am more than a masochist. masochists are chickens. they really are funny to me.

i am holden caulfield and i stalked people. i am good at this. so, you should be scared! i am pervert. i wanted to peep on my girl roommates. i i wish to f**k, even my girl-friends. now, you should really be scared. i curse a lot too.

oh i plan to hit someone...i mean two people or better yet four or them! id scare the hell out of them. i dont care if theyd revenge. i am dead anyway.

i am ruthless. i am holden. i trick people because i love mind games. i lie a lot! i am a big pathological liar. lying never gets off me. and this is ALL TRUE!

i am ruthless....i am caulfield.....


.....i lie.


because my heart is too weak to be the real holden caulfield. so call me pyk and i love people.

That Is Why I Am Holden Caulfield

my hunches, guts and heart had often been right. they may have troubled me awhile but they gave me longer gains. my rationality and mind are not entirely disposable. they clearly identify problems, balance and warn me off from biases that the guts and heart are holding. it is my heart that often decides most of my life. though i am right thumb-over-left when i clinched my 2 hands together (meaning: i am more rationale or left-brainer than intuitive or right-brainer), i am definitely strong at heart. forbid my ruthless overcriticism and overanalysis, but they are just balancing thoughts and not at all decisions and actions.

this is why i am HOLDEN CAULFIED: mean by thought, kind by deed